What a morning!

So no picture will describe my morning that I had with Blake. I would love to say my boys are perfect but needless to say that this morning was less than perfect. To make a long story short - Blake had the biggest and I mean the biggest meltdown in our history. We went to a playgroup and for the first time in my short parent history - I packed up our stuff and we went home very early. I will spare the details (for the grandparents sake) but it was heartwrenching to have to do it but knowing the whole time that it was the right thing to do. The boys and I usually get along very well and I have an easy time with them but I caught the raw end of the deal today. Most know that Billy and I don't believe in spanking the boys but Blake sure did know what "go to your room" meant today. It was sad for me because he is growing up so fast and it makes me realize that he truly gets what goes on and understand way more than he is given credit. I have never sent my baby to his room today and it broke my heart but I hope that drove the point home. Blake wore himself out so much that he told me he was taking a nap and he sure did for the next few hours. I have to give a lot of credit to Billy for calling me the minute I sent an email. I knew he was about to catch another flight to god knows where but he called the minute I got it. I felt bad brothering him while he has enough on his plate but I needed to vent to him. Thank you for calling when I needed you most and the boys really do miss their daddy. We'll be glad when he gets back.